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About Me Member Wannabe Poet AnthonyK18/Male/United States

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Forfeit

I'm so sick of trying, It all ends the same. No matter the effort, My attempts are in vain.
Back to the start, After coming so far, and my only reward, Is another damn scar.
So I'll drown all my sorrow, Step back into the haze. And stumble through life, In this old fucking maze.
Tears will help no one, So I'll put on a fake grin. I'll slowly keep moving, But I won't try again.

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RageI silently sit While the beast screams within I've opened the cage And it's about to begin
You're all nothing but fakes Every one of you fucks You say that you're sorry Well you're shit out of luck
I've had all I can
I won't take anymore I'd like to see you dead Bleeding out on the floor
I'm over pretending
That we are still friends You can go fucking die Because this is the end Rage
by ~AnthonyK

Stalker PoemWhen you walk into the room I feel my heart begin to flutter. I would die to see you smile, Or if I ate bad peanut butter.
As I watch you through the window My thoughts remain the same, And I'll probably stay here watching, Even though I already came.
The fragrance as you pass Is so intoxicating
I'll probably think about it later, While I'm masturbating.
I remember back in school. I tried to ask you to a dance. I start to approach you, Then had to change my pants.
Now I've got you in the basement, Chained up to a Stalker Poem
by ~AnthonyK

Dream LandI feel my pain is growing, With every passing year. So many lonely nights. So many fallen tears.
I lie there sobbing softly, Until I fall asleep. And when I slowly start to dream, She's in my arms to keep.
She's absolutely perfect Not a flaw there to be found. She tells me that she loves me, And she'll always be around.
My eyes begin to open, And I feel like I could scream. I wish that I would wake no more, But always live a dream.
It's so hard to go on living When you do it all alone. All you want's someone Dream Land
by ~AnthonyK

DarknessI feel so damn lost, I've got nowhere to go, And this crippling darkness, Hits me blow after blow.
Why was I put here? Have I done something wrong? When all that I wanted, Was to feel I belong
This feels like it's endless, That there is no way out, And that no one will hear me, Though I scream and I shout.
I've been waiting so long, To come out of the dark To see a glimpse of the light, Just the tiniest spark.
But this hell is eternal, And that light won't shine through. So I'll let the dark have me, Be Darkness
by ~AnthonyK

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My Song For Gamers.They say I’ll stay a virgin, because I’m always on the net. But when the girls look at my gear, it makes them all get wet. Cause I’m the biggest hardass on my favorite rpg. And when the quests get to hard for them, they always come to me.
Most guys go to parties, and try to see some boobs. But I stay on my computer, killing all the noobs. Everyone wants to kill me, they even try to bot, But every time I almost die, I use another pot. I’m an internet hardass, the highest level on the game. All my enemies shiver at the slightest utterance of my name. I keep my RL a My Song For Gamers.
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simple update

Fri Nov 13, 2009, 7:37 PM

Just a quick list, more for myself than anyone, to see where I'm at and how far I have to go

~got a new job, as delivery guy

~finally got a cell phone

~still single

~still making "bad" life choices...don't really care about this one

~very close to getting started on my microsoft certification

~need to leave in the next 10 minutes to go do....things

~Less thoughts of suicide, more of homicide...not sure if thats good or bad.

~Might kill one of my co-workers

~Still owe tyler a pizza dinner

~need to play way less morrowind

~need to read more

~Need to go to the library for a card

~need a blowjob and a mcmuffin

~need a different group of people to hang with

~need a new fedora

~need a new computer

~need a ps3

~need more diet dew

~need to shave

~need more cowbell

~should probably smoke less

~Wants a villian chair

alright, that's enough for now, and with that. I'm off (tyler I get payed next friday, and fuck villa 1 pizza, we're going to the motor city. way better)

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